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if people say love is magic, isn't magic just an illusion? i thought i found you, but i didn't. i'm not going to feel anymore, waste of my time yeah? all i know is that, I'm going to live my live my life the way it is. i probably missed you a lot, but I'm never going to admit that.


With my all my heart.
Monday, December 7, 2009 at 12:39 PM

I've grown up. (:
So, it's time to see things in a new light.

Pantomime - Beauty and the Beast, on Thursday.
Probably an outing to girlf house on Friday.
Can't wait. :D

Christmas shopping is fun.

Fringe/hair faster GROOOOOOOWW. just grow manzsx.
I'm begging you, please? My eyes hurts when you're like this.

So going to do a post on the this year! :D
Anticipate kay?

Don't know why I'm blogging this way, I think it's super irritating. :/

It's all about the crazeeeeeeeeeeee.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009 at 1:31 PM

LeeMinho is coming to town. :D but, I can't get to see him, that's sad. ):
SS501 is so GAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. ;D

Shopping has always been my passion.
I've been spending money, think I'm going to spend more. :/

Want to meet girlfrs badly.
it's raining today, wonder how's their outing?

Life without you is simply GREAT. :D
What's more to expect.

What a rubbish post. :/

Absence do make the heart grow fonder.
Monday, November 30, 2009 at 3:24 PM

I FREAKING MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!

like my whole freaking clique la.
God, please please please let me meet them before I go craazzzzzzzzzy. :/
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

ooooooh, cutest friend ever... ... ...
?????????????? LOL. ;D

Laughter can hurt too.
Friday, November 27, 2009 at 12:14 PM

Some rubbish to make you guys feel better.

1. I'm now super red, like lobster like that la.
I swear I'm darker too okay?

2. I'm starting my diet officially today. (:
Breakfast - Cereal/Bar with milk. Lunch - Beehoon soup. Dinner - Salad.
I'm really bent on losing weight. heheh. ;D

3. I'm going to change meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Hopefully for a better change.
I hate the stuck-in-the-middle-between-sadness-and-happy me. Get what i mean, yeah?
Only want that HAPPYHAPPY ME. No sadnnes, only pure happiness. (;

4. I realize how much I really hate guys who play with relationships.
How can a guy ask a girl for stead without even knowing her for 1week, and not even meeting her. Like seriously, guys like this should all die la. -.- So, stay away from me, you idiot. :/

5. Small guys are cute, but sorry lo, I don't adore guys younger then me. I do, just not in your kind of way. I am older than I look la. So, stop bugging me, pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee?
(psst, they are two different guys.)

that's all la. oh, and I really MISS YOU GUYS.
you know who I'm talking about. :DDDDDDDDDD
I feel weirdweird one, cause like I'm not with you guys. ))))))))):
can't wait for this stupid/retard holiday to be oveeeeerrrrrrr.

Quickies.
at 11:54 AM

Indiaaaaaaaa was fun.
Thailand was also fun. ( I got darker, believe it or not. :D )

that's when my fun ends.
My horrible nonstop packed holiday is finally over.
say hello to free-thinking-time, that's so wasted. :/

Oh, and I really want to say SORRY to bel and jaywhyy.
I don'tknow why, but I just didn't feel right through the trip, maybe cause I had some rubbish in my head. I don't know what's with me recently.
but ohwell, I reallyreallyreally just want to say SORRY for my rubbish/stupid/dumb attitude.
I'm really sorry. ):

I think I'll MIA from you guys for quite long while.
Maybe a few days, maybe a few weeks, maybe for the rest of the year.

I just really need time to think about stuff, and all that.
But I'll be fine.
I promise you guys that you all will see the happy me soon.

Tears will continue to flow.
Monday, November 9, 2009 at 3:10 PM

I'm sorry.
If I had known that this year's Chinese New Year Reunion lunch would be the last I'll ever have with you (most probably), I would never walked in with a black face.
I swear that I would have never have asked Mummy to go home earlier.
I would have talked to you more, I would have done so many things.
I'm sorry for a lot of things, I really regretted not coming home that day, if not things would be so different now.
It's all my freaking fault, I'm the one responsible for all this, I'm the freaking stupid one to take the blame for all this that happen. Shit me.

tick tock tick tock.
at 3:08 PM

COUNTDOWN.
1 more day to chinese O's.
4 more days to India trip.
11 more days to Lingfang's birhtday.
11 more days to Thailand trip.

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THE NAME'S JESSICA. (:
a xinmin girl. in band. plays the oboe, and piano. adore my girlfriends, gans, CLIQUE, everybody. especially, RVJB! a small lil' girl who's trying to be strong, guide me people. was hurt in every way anybody could think of before. cheerful and all, trying to find my real purpose in life. :D


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